Okay… I didn’t lose everything…

It was just more like life decided to surprise me and I pulled a Nick Miller… like this.

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After believing myself to be a teacher for four-plus years and then realizing that I would never truly enjoy the profession made me feel like I was starting over. I had lost a lot in college: friends, more friends, a career, a life plan, a dream.

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Yes. Really!

Losing teaching was the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life. When you lose friends, you lose a part of yourself. But when you lose your own identity, you feel like you lost everything. You can escape friends, but you can’t just escape your body. Unless you became a ghost, I guess.

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But there is so much life left to live, am I right?

When you lose your identity, it’s like you’re stuck inside someone else’s body.

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And when people ask you why you aren’t who you were before you have nothing to say but…

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Everything seems so foreign and you wonder why after twenty-one years of existence you still have no idea what you are doing.

It makes you just want to break out into song….

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I feel like a lot of us have probably experienced this or will in the future and although it totally sucks to go through something like losing your identity… I feel like Lana Del Rey makes everything okay.

So, people who know me understand that I have a slight (major) obsession with Lana Del Rey (If you haven’t seen her blow up the paparazzi in High By the Beach, you haven’t lived).

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Anyways, I really got into Lana’s music in a time when I felt like I was losing a lot of the stability in my life (which seems to be a common problem for Lana… Sorry, Lana.)

One of my favorite quotes is from the monologue in her music video for “Ride”.

“I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken. But I didn’t really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is.”

I agree with Lana that it takes losing a part of who you thought you were to become free…at least free to just be yourself. I had to break out of the box I had put myself in. Yeah. I’m not a teacher and that was really devastating to figure out, but now that my box is blown open, I can see the sky and that is my only limit.

And heck, I failed at one career. If I fail at a few more before I find the one I really want, that is okay. I lived the first time and I am happier than ever. So, sure. Sign me up for a few more quarter-life crises.

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Catch ya on the flipside, readers.